I miss you.

Dear ................

1 bulan Terakhir

Hai hallo. Hai. Omg udah hampir 2 bulan nggak nengok blog. Sekarang, aku sekolah asrama. Jadi, agak susah begitu untuk mengakses internet di sekolah.
Ada perasaan dan perlakuan yang awalnya saya sulit terima ketika saya masuk ke lingkungan baru ini. Ya, rasanya asing bagi saya. Mungkin, karena saya bukanlah orang yang mudah untuk beradaptasi. Untuk bergaul mungkin saya bisa, tapi kalau untuk menyesuaikan diri rasanya susah untuk dilakukan.
Saya telah tahu mereka sebelum saya masuk ke sini. Saya telah tahu bagaimana mereka berucap, berprilaku, dan berumpat.
Tentu hal berumpat ini adalah hal yang biasa bagi santri akhwat maupun ikhwan. Menyimpan hubungan dengan lawan jenis, ghibah dengan sesama muslim. Ya, semuanya.
Awalnya saya tidak dapat menerima kenyataan yang ada di lapangan bahwa saya berada di tempat yang lebih buruk kondisi dan situasinya dari keadaan saya dulu.
Tapi seiring berjalannya waktu, saya akhirnya sadar bahwa nggak semua keadaan dapat berdaptasi dengan saya, begitu pua sebaliknya.

Somebody That I Used to Know - Gotye ft. Kimbra

[Gotye:]

Now and then I think of when we were together

Like when you said you felt so happy you could die

Told myself that you were right for me

But felt so lonely in your company

But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

Like resignation to the end, always the end

So when we found that we could not make sense

Well you said that we would still be friends

But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing

And I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough

No you didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records and then change your number

I guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over

Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done

But I don't wanna live that way

Reading into every word you say

You said that you could let it go

And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]

But you didn't have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing

And I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough

And you didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records and then change your number

I guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]

Somebody

(I used to know)

Somebody

(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)

(That I used to know)

(I used to know)

Somebody

thanks December :')

Make Me Feel Like In Paris #1

Hai! XD Maaf nih cerbung yang aku janjiin lama. Dan bener-bener telat! Kenapa? Soalnya, sibuk sama sekolah. Padahal UN udah selesai. So, here this is. Baca dan komen ya! :-)

Sorry for the late posting!

Assalamualaikum.
Hai guys, minggu kemarin gue ngejanjiin untuk posting #MMFLP #1 dan #2, but pada akhirnya telat karena gue minggu ini dan minggu depan sibuk ngebantu pernikahan bokap gue. Yap, gue akan punya ibu baru \=)/